I jus feel tht this song is so suitable right now... even though so many close friends have told me to give up n find someone else.. i'd rather not..if i can't have you.. i dun wan nobody baby..

Don't know why I'm surviving ev'ry lonely day,
when there's got to be no chance for me.
My life would end.
And it doesn't matter how I cry,
my tears of love a waste of time.
If I turn away...

Can't let go and it doesn't matter how I try
I gave it all so easily to you my love,
To dreams that never will come true
Am I strong enough to see it through
Go crazy is what I will do

(chorus)
am I strong enough to see it thru?
Go crazy is what I will do...
if I can't have you, I don't want no other, baby,
if I can't have you...uhuhhh...ahhh!
If I can't have you, I don't want no other, baby,
if I can't have you...uhuhhh...ahhh!

And it doesn't matter how I try;
I gave it all too easily to you, my love.
To dream and never will come true...

(chorus...)
(repeat till end: If I can't have you...)

Made someone special to me angry a few days back.. i'm also pissed at what happened but this is something i jus have to say....sigh.....so i'll do it in a song..

"Hard To Say I'm Sorry"

Everybody needs a little time away
I've heard her say
From each other

Even lovers need a holiday oooh
Far away from each other

Hold me now
It's hard for me to say I'm sorry
I just want you to stay
And after all that you've been through
I will make it up to you
I promise you, baby

And after all thats been said and done
You're just the part of me I can't let go

ooooh bup bup bup bup

Couldn't stand to be kept away
Not for a day
From your body
Wouldn't want to be swept away awaaaaaaaay
Far away from the one that I love

Hold me now
It's hard for me to say I'm sorry
I just want you to know
Hold me now
I really want to tell you I'm sorry
I could never let you go

And after all that we've been through
I will make it up to you
I promise you

And after all that's been said and done
You're just a part of me I can't let go

I can't let go.

Exactly how i feel towards a special person now... i just wish there was a way u could set me free n let me live again... i wish u'd jus give me a chance but i know tht wun happen but is it a crime to love u?? if it is then i'm guilty.. of love in the first degree...

Last night I was dreaming I was locked in a prison cell

When I woke up I was screaming calling out your name.
And the judge and the jury they all put the blame on me

They wouldn't go for my story
they wouldn't hear my plea.

Only you can set me free

'Cause I'm guilty - guilty - guilty as a girl can be.
Come on
baby
can't you see

I stand accused of love in the first degree.

Guilty of love in the first degree.

Someday I believe it you will come to my rescue

Unchain my heart you're keeping and let me start a new.
The hours pass so slowly since they've thrown away the key

Can't you see that I'm lonely
won't you help me
please?

Only you can set me free
. ..
Guilty of love in the first degree.
Cuilty - of love - guilty of love in -
Guilty - of love - guilty of love in -
Guilty - of love in the first degree.

And the judge and the jury they all put the blame on me

They wouldn't go for my story
they wouldn't hear my plea.

Only you can set me free
. . .
Only you can set me free
. . .
Only you can set me free

This song has alot of meaning for me..it describes how i feel about 3 different females. 2 girls and 1 lady.. the lady is my late grandma whom i will nv forget and will forever love her and have her in my heart.. i miss u mama.. the other 2 girls are 2 girls who changed my life completely in more ways then one and somehow i feel it's becoz of them tht i learn more things abt my life. They broke my heart but they helped me grow up and hopefully become a better man.. to these 3 wonderful females, i dedicated this song to u..

A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same

All the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreamin' of your face
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind

I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight, there's only you and me.

The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go.

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl, there's only you and me.

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done.
It gets hard but it won't take away my love

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl, there's only you and me

Specially dedicated to someone who is "seeing" a close friend of mine wahahahaha this is so him man!!! Dude! Get a life instead of trying to act all classy and know it all n so " da fang" when u can't take the heat man!! Wa try to be a man in someone's blog by scolding the girl's ex crush?? tht's SSSOOO big man!! This song is ssssssooooooo u man

They call you Mr. Personality
because your so ugly ahaha [x2]

ya so ugly
Mr.Personality
ya so ugly [ x3]

When I look at you
I go out of my mind
It's like I'm looking
At someone's behind
You make the children scream
And baby's cry
With your crusty teeth
And your blood shot eyes

your so ugly
your dad had
to tie a pork chop around ya neck
just to get ya dog to play witchya
oooh thats ugly

hahahaha
they call you mr. personality
because ya so ugly [x2]

ya so ugly
mr.personality
ya so ugly [x3]

No matter what you wear
Your face doesn't match
I don't think you were born
You had to be hatched
Everyone you meet
Gets one hell of a scare
They can't fall asleep
Cause your a walking nightmare

your so ugly
i heard that when you were born
your doctor slapped ya mama
ahahah ohh man thats ugly

they call you mr.personality
because your so ugly [ x2 ]

ya so ugly
mr.personality
ya so ugly [x3]

you make frankenstine
look like johnny depp
and wen you cross the street
you cause a major car wreck
you asked my grandma
if she needed help with her bags
i never seen an old lady run so fast

geez look at those glasses
are those coke bottles or somethin? hahaha
is that ya face?
or did ya neck throw up something

they call you mr.personality
because your so ugly
your so ugly [x2]

ya so ugly
mr.personality
ya so ugly [x3]

I first heard this song from her... and the first time i heard if i fell in love with this song.. i always hoped that she would sing it for me and allow me to tape it down but tht was nv gonna happen.. so in the end here's the original song...

wasurete ita me wo tojite
tori modose koi no uta
aozora ni kakureteiru
te wo nobashite mou ichido
wasurenaide sugu soba ni
boku ga iru itsu no hi mo
hoshizora ni nagameteiru hitori kiri no yoake mo
tatta hitotsu no kokoro kanashimi ni kurenaide
kimi no tameiki nante harukaze ni kaete yaru

hi no ataru sakamichi wo
jitensha de kake noboru
kimi to nakushita omoide nosete iku yo
RARARARARA kuchizusamu
kuchibiru wo somete iku
kimi to mitsuketa shiawase hana no you ni

wasurete ita mado akete hashiri dase koi no uta
aozora ni takushiteiru
te wo kazashite mou ichido
wasurenai yo sugu soba ni
kimi ga iru itsu no hi mo
hoshizora ni kagayaiteru namida yureru ashita mo
tatta hitotsu no kotoba kono mune ni dakishimete
kimi no tame boku ha ima harukaze ni fukareteru

hi no ataru sakamichi wo
jitensha de kake noboru
kimi to chikatta yakusoku nosete iku yo
RARARARARA kuchizusamu
kuchibiru wo somete iku
kimi to deaeta shiawase inoru you ni

hi no ataru sakamichi wo
jitensha de kake noboru
kimi to chikatta yakusoku nosete iku yo
RARARARARA kuchizusamu
kuchibiru wo somete iku
kimi to deaeta shiawase inoru you ni

kimi to deaeta
shiawase inoru you ni

It's how i feel right now..... reality.. u n i will nv be...coz u took yr love away from me...

It's all because of you,
I'm feeling sad and blue
You went away,
Now my life is just a rainy day and I love you so,
How much you'll never know
You've gone away and left me lonely.


Untouchable memories
Seem to keep haunting me
Another love so true,
That once turned all my gray skies blue
But you disappeared,
Now my eyes are filled with tears
And I'm wishing you were here
With me soaked with love all my thoughts of you
Now that you're gone I just don't know what to do
If only you were here,
You'd wash away my tears
The sun would shine,
Once again you'll be mine all mine
But in reality, you and I will never be cos
You took your love away from me.


Chorus
Girl, I don't know what I did to make you leave me
But what I do know is
That since you've been gone there's such an emptiness inside,
I'm wishing you to come back to me.


If only you were here,
You'd wash away my tears
The sun would shine,
Once again you'll be mine all mine
But in reality,
You and I will never be cos
You took your love away from me.
Oh -- Baby you took your love away from me.

This is a special song that i wrote for a special someone.. it's the song i took the longest to write.. ( one month ) and also the last song i will ever write again... hope you guys like it...

(If Only I Could)

I know this feeling that I’ve always had,
It’s deep inside and it makes me sad
Then you came along and now the pain’s all gone
But I can see that your heart is torn

Cause the one you love is just not me
And you said you’d love him eternally
But I’ll be here and I’ll always care
No matter what I’ll always be there….

Chorus
I don’t mind being a fool for you
Cause I love you so and I will always be true
I’ve done so much and whether if you’re touch I will still carry on
And make you smile.. if only I could…

I know you’re hurt and so confused
But I’ll make you laugh and always keep you amused
You call me silly; you say I’m mad
But all I want is just to make you glad

I know you’re sad cause he’s not around
But I’ll be here to wipe off your frown
And even if you don’t want me near
I’ll stay by you.. cause how I feel is clear.

Repeat chorus

I might not give you just what you want
And the feelings you feel might not be there
I’ll never leave or let you go
Cause I need to show you how much I really care…

I don’t mind being a fool for you cause I love you so and I will always be true
Even if I get my heart all torn I will never stop I will still carry on
Cause my love is true and you just need to see that the one for you has all along been me
I don’t mind being a fool for you cause I love you so and I will always be true
I’ve done so much and whether if you’re touch I will still carry on
And try to be the one.. if only I could..

I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight

And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Hollow and empty...deep down inside...
A surge of numbness goes all over yr body..
You feel a knot in your heart,
But you know it's not hurt.. it's loss...

Sometimes we don't treasure those important things
We don't realise how much they mean till we lose them
And yet we still take them for granted
Until the day we know... they're lost...

Regret sets in and you don't wish to feel this way
There is nothing you can do but keep hoping
But you know there is no such luck or miracles
You once had your chance.. but now it's lost...

You search for an answer but you have none..
You ask yourself why but you're still unsure
And once you know what you must do..
It's too late................... all is lost...

Should I Stay
By Dreamz FM

Had a drive
Driven by your love
But when you messed around
I lost the drive I found

Thought you needed
Needed someone true
But you changed your mind
Or had I failed you?

Wish you’d been
Careful with my heart
But you tore it apart
And broke an angel’s heart

The kiss was true
Has to end somehow
But I am livin’ proof of what love is about

It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don’t know (I don’t know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?

You played me on
Played me like a clown
But I feel for you
Eventhough I’m down

My heart is heavy
Heavy like a rock
But I am so amused
You’re still in my thoughts

It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don’t know (I don’t know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?

Oooohh…should I stay?
Should I go?

It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don’t know (I don’t know)
I wanna know
Should I stay or should I…?

This time its done
It’ll never feel the same
But we had some good times
Guess it’s sad just the same

I guess the truth
Doesn’t matter somehow
But you were livin’ proof of what love is about…

Ever done something u regretted so much
But u knew that it would happen just such
The more u tried the harder you fell
And now you feel like your life's a living hell
Instead of living in a world full of pain,
Stand up, chin up and see what u gained.
It's not all over, it's not all bad
Take what u had and learn to be glad
Life is full of ups and downs
Be positive and you'll never frown
But sometimes in life we don't do things we should
I wish i could do it... if only i could....

Baby you're not the only one...
Oh oh oh yeah
Hey yeah

JC:
I see the things he does to you
All the pain that he puts you through
And I see what's really going on
Staying out at night while you're by the phone

Take it from me
It's a lesson to be learned
Even the good guys get burned
Take it from me
See I would give you love
The kind of love that you've only dreamed of
Baby you're not the only one
You don't have to be afraid to fall in love
And I know that you've hurt in the past
But if you want it, here's my heart
No strings attached

Justin:
He doesn't give you the kind of attention
That a girl like you needs (that a girl like you needs)
Cause he always looks around
His eyes wander 'round
He doesn't see you like I see

Take it from me
It's a lesson to be learned
Even the good guys get burned
Take it from me
Baby I would give you love
The kind of love that you've only dreamed of yeah
Baby you're not the only one (baby you're not the only one)
You don't have to be afraid to fall in love (to fall in love)
And I know that you've hurt in the past (hurt in the past)
But if you want it, here's my heart (here's my heart)
No strings attached

Take it from me
JC: It's a lesson to be learned
Even the good guys get burned
Take it from me
JC & Justin: See I would give you love
The kind of love that you've only dreamed of
JC: So if you want to take a chance with me (ah-ah-ah-ah-ah)

If you (baby) take a chance with me
I'll be everything you need (everything you need)
Because it's our destiny

(Mixing of chorus and "If you...take a chance with me")

Baby you're not the only one (baby you're not the only one)
You don't have to be afraid to fall in love (you don't have to be afraid)
And I know that you've hurt in the past (know that you're hurting)
But if you want it, here's my heart (if you want here's my heart)
No strings attached

Deep inside I wanna hold
And never let you feel the cold

Deep inside i wanna kiss
And forever give u eternal bliss

Deep inside i wanna care
And let you see i'll always be there

Deep inside i'll never lie
My love for you will never die

Deep inside i miss u so
And i never ever wanna let you go

Deep inside i'll always be
Here for you eternally

Deep inside you know it's true
Baby baby I Love You...