I'm really stressed out and tired... why do i keep failing in relationships? It looks like the end of another relationship for me... Well i wouldn't call it a relationship since we were never really a couple... hai.. i've tried my best... but best is always not enough.... in life you nv get what you deserve...
Guess all i can concentrate on now is my career and work towards getting my car... if she feels that without me in her life would be better for her then i will respect her decision. I just feel crappy that after so long it still seems like i'm just not good enough...
i just wan to settle down so badly.... i just wan somebody to call my own... i wanna have someone to support me when i'm down i wanna give her support when she is down... i wan to let her do whatever she wans and i wan her to let me do whatever i wan... it's mutual respect that is the most necessary in any relationship...
To that special somebody who seems to be about to leave my life.. i just wan to say that if u feel this is the better way then i wish u all the best... but i'll still be here if u need me..
I can't tok anymore i'm outta here...
I go for now.... disheartened...
