V day is just around the corner... it's this time of year that all guys dread the most... thinking of the best place to take the girl to for diiner.. best present... what type of flowers... transport.. everything just has to be PERFECT!!! to us, V day is like taking our O levels.. one mistake and it may spell disaster for our future..Sometimes i wish i was born a girl.. at least i get to enjoy being spoilt and treated like a princess once a year ( twice or 3 times if u consider b day and christmas too)
Which dofus in the past set the rule that guys had to rack our brains and torture ourselves in order to create the perfect v day for the girls we love.. why couldn't it be the other way around.. or at least let it be a mutual thing u know... like ok i'll think of the place for dinner you bring the wheels and we'll exchange presents something along those lines.. but nah... don't think that will ever happen...
I've set the place, i've gotten the wheels, and now all that is left is the present.. speaking of which i already know what i have to get her.. but after reading her blog.. i feel that maybe i'm really damn lousy.. i made one too many empty promises that now all the promises i make doesn't carry anymore weight..
I'm almost going to hit my big 30 soon.. and i'm still single.. i look at some of my friends around me and see that hey no big deal they are all still single too and some of them are already in their 30s.. but i dun wan that.. i wan to settle down.. i wan to have someone to care for and who will care for me in return..
Sigh... all i can do is sigh... after reading that blog entry.. i feel so worthless again... sigh...
All i can do now is wait n pray...pray that one day i will find my true happiness..
I go for now..
