http://morbiusjeremy.multiply.com/ Ever had the feeling that u were falling into a dark dark dark... hole n there was nothing u could do about it but wait for your heart to just fail n u breathe your last?? Take a step with me into the unknown n u might jus learn something dark about yourself... Mon, 26 May 2008 18:01:51 -0000 Tue, 22 Apr 2008 15:50:38 -0000 http://images.morbiusjeremy.multiply.com/logo http://morbiusjeremy.multiply.com 100 100 <P>I'm so damn pissed!!!!!arrrgggghhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! just need to find a way to release all this rage and anger inside me!!!!!!!!!! </P> <P>Why do all this shit happen to me.... hai... i think i must have committed alot of sin in my past life to get so much pain in this lifetime....</P> <P>Some F$%king Bas#$D had to come n antagonise me and my dog just now and i nearly lost it... i'm not pissed that this scum of the earth came and got on my nerves.. i'm pissed at myself for not being able to control my rage and sunk to tht level....</P> <P>I need an outlet to release all this anger... i hiope i find something soon or i might end up at woodbridge pretty soon...</P> http://morbiusjeremy.multiply.com/journal/item/223/Assassins_Journal_22nd_April Tue, 22 Apr 2008 15:50:38 -0000 <P>I'm really stressed out and tired... why do i keep failing in relationships? It looks like the end of another relationship for me... Well i wouldn't call it a relationship since we were never really a couple... hai.. i've tried my best... but best is always not enough.... in life you nv get what you deserve... </P> <P>Guess all i can concentrate on now is my career and work towards getting my car... if she feels that without me in her life would be better for her then i will respect her decision. I just feel crappy that after so long it still seems like i'm just not good enough...</P> <P>i just wan to settle down so badly.... i just wan somebody to call my own... i wanna have someone to support me when i'm down i wanna give her support when she is down... i wan to let her do whatever she wans and i wan her to let me do whatever i wan... it's mutual respect that is the most necessary in any relationship...</P> <P>To that special somebody who seems to be about to leave my life.. i just wan to say that if u f... http://morbiusjeremy.multiply.com/journal/item/222/Assassins_Journal_13th_March Thu, 13 Mar 2008 16:01:10 -0000 <P>I saw an advertisement on tv a few days ago.. it was about this couple that quarreled and the girl left in a taxi with the guy chasing her from bedok to sengkang to the padang to marina south to lim chu kang.. Then the moment he take off his shirt she tell the taxi to go back, opens the door and gives him a damn slutty look.</P> <P>Ok that advertisement was totally rubbish if u ask me.. but the last sentence in that whole commercial made a whole lot of sense.. Love.. you just need lots of stamina. It's so true don't you think? i mean being in love is just like a race.. you start of strong and eager as you feel your heart beating faster n faster as you surge further forward halfway thru you can end up in 2 scenarios...</P> <P>One, you start to lose speed, everything around you starts to slow down... you heart doesn't beat as fast.. you are running out of breath.. you do not have the stamina to continue.. you quit the race..</P> <P>Or two, you maintain your breathing, keep pushing yourself not to give up, yo... http://morbiusjeremy.multiply.com/journal/item/221/Assassins_Journal_25th_Feb Mon, 25 Feb 2008 16:23:20 -0000 <P>V day is just around the corner... it's this time of year that all guys dread the most... thinking of the best place to take the girl to for diiner.. best present... what type of flowers... transport.. everything just has to be PERFECT!!! to us, V day is like taking our O levels.. one mistake and it may spell disaster for our future..Sometimes i wish i was born a girl.. at least i get to enjoy being spoilt and treated like a princess once a year ( twice or 3 times if u consider b day and christmas too) </P> <P>Which dofus in the past set the rule that guys had to rack our brains and torture ourselves in order to create the perfect v day for the girls we love.. why couldn't it be the other way around.. or at least let it be a mutual thing u know... like ok i'll think of the place for dinner you bring the wheels and we'll exchange presents something along those lines.. but nah... don't think that will ever happen...</P> <P>I've set the place, i've gotten the wheels, and now all that is left is the pre... http://morbiusjeremy.multiply.com/journal/item/220/Assassins_Journal_11th_Feb Mon, 11 Feb 2008 15:24:40 -0000 <P>It's the eve of the Chinese New Year and as we head into the year of the rat, i feel like nothing's change..... As i sit here in my office waiting to knock off, i wonder about all the things i said i wanted to do last year until now and realise that not much has been done...</P> <P>Reservations is a killer... i have to bring my work home just in case some MOFO decides to book a room during the CNY period and i have to book the room for that numbskull.. well we have a few new additions to our front desk.. wonder when and whether or not i'll get an assistant to help me with reservations... reservations chief indeed... who ever heard of a department of just one person?? sheesh...</P> <P>Valentine's day is just around the corner and i already have something special planned for that special someone. just hope it's nice enough as it seems to be</P> <P>Had a run in with a damn problematic guest today... think it's time to wip out the knives... hood on and slit his damn throat.. hehehehe</P> <P>I go for now.. deep into t... http://morbiusjeremy.multiply.com/journal/item/219/Assassins_Journal_6th_feb Wed, 6 Feb 2008 04:52:57 -0000 Altair from Assassin's creed and the Prince of http://morbiusjeremy.multiply.com/photos/album/22/Ubisofts_Best... Sun, 6 Jan 2008 15:40:28 -0000 <P>It's a new year and gone is captain's log.. from now onwards, The assassin's journal has arrived. Why did i choose this?? Well assassins work in stealth, silence and darkness. Mostly like how i am right now. I work quietly, do my own stuff and when i'm stressed i fall into darkness..</P> <P>Ok enough of all tht mambo jumbo. This year is prob gonna be the same as every other year.. crappy... well guess i just have to make the most of it yah?? New year resolution.. lost weight... ( yah can hear you assholes sniggering in the back already) get my own car!! and maybe win someone's heart ( you know who you are ;) )</P> <P>Well nothing much left to say... oh yah!! DA DA!!! YOU LOOK VERY PRETTY WITH CURLED HAIR!!</P> <P>I go for now... </P> http://morbiusjeremy.multiply.com/journal/item/218/Assassins_Journal_06th_Jan Sun, 6 Jan 2008 15:32:54 -0000 <P>Been awhile since i was last here... didn't even bother to blog about my b day... basically... it was just another day... apart from the fact tht someone special helped celebrate it with me.. other then tht.. it was just another normal day.. Those close to me can forget abt it... My 2 cousins could actually forget abt it.... sigh..</P> <P>I've just been appointed acting supervisor at my new job at NTU. I should be happy... but somehow.. i dun.. Ever felt like you have been backed into a corner??? Where you have no support... I used to feel so lousy about myself... cannot study... always failing... couldn't find a proper job for almost a year... ppl keep on criticising me.. asking me why i dun wan to find a proper job and stop wasting my time and all tht jazz... </P> <P>I enjoyed what i was doing... i had complaints abt sentosa and the pay was low and the managment sucked but i enjoyed working there... but i knew i had to move on... just like how i gave up scouting... ppl grow.. </P> <P>I thought after find... http://morbiusjeremy.multiply.com/journal/item/216/Captains_Log_26th_Oct Fri, 26 Oct 2007 16:10:29 -0000 From the darkness there is light... thanks to these dark http://morbiusjeremy.multiply.com/photos/album/21/Dark_Heroes Sun, 14 Oct 2007 13:43:10 -0000 <P>It's that time of year again..... in exactly one week's time.. i'll be another year older... imagine.. 26 years old man.. wow.. 26 years of my life has passed just like that man... Let's see where i'm up to now in life. I'm still single ( working hard on that to change ) have a full time job, looking towards getting my own wheels and hopefully move out of my parents place in a few years time..&nbsp; Seems like everything is back on track.</P> <P>Hmmm dun really know what to blog.. work has been fun and interesting. Learning all the new stuff and all that but kinda miss Sentosa...well will be back there again this sat n sun though.. celebrating my b day at siloso beach resort... man it's kinda ex but well.. sometimes u have to spoil yrself abit..</P> <P>Will be back here again soon.. but for now..</P> <P>I go..</P> http://morbiusjeremy.multiply.com/journal/item/215/Captains_Log_2nd_Oct Tue, 2 Oct 2007 14:22:03 -0000 All our purple themed heros whether u love or hate them, only they can make the colour purple look soooo http://morbiusjeremy.multiply.com/photos/album/20/Purple_Heros Tue, 18 Sep 2007 10:22:44 -0000 <P>Just thought i would include this in my blog dun u think it's so true???</P> <P>9 words that women always used:<BR><BR>1. Fine<BR>This is the word women use to end an<BR>argument when they are right and you<BR>need to shut up. </P> <P><BR>2. Five Minutes<BR>If she is getting dressed, this means a<BR>half an hour. Five minutes is only five<BR>minutes if you have just been given<BR>five<BR>more minutes to watch the game before<BR>helping around the house.<BR><BR>3. Nothing<BR>This is the calm before the storm. This<BR>means something, and you should be on<BR>your toes. Arguments that begin with<BR>nothing usually end in fine.<BR><BR>4. Go Ahead<BR>This is a dare, not permission. Don't<BR>Do It!<BR><BR>5. Loud Sigh<BR>This is actually a word, but is a<BR>non-verbal statement often<BR>misunderstood<BR>by men. A loud sigh means she thinks<BR>you<BR>are an idiot and wonders why she is<BR>wasting her time standing here and<BR>arguing with you about nothing. (Refer<BR>back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.)<BR><BR>6. That's Okay<BR>This is one of the most dangerous<BR>statements a woman can make to a man.<BR>That's okay means she wants to think<BR>long and har... http://morbiusjeremy.multiply.com/journal/item/214/Captains_Log_Special_The_9_words_women_always_use_in_another_context Sat, 15 Sep 2007 07:21:40 -0000 <P>Yesterday marked the end of a significant milestone in my life while tmr marks the beginning of a new chapter in my life.. What am i toking abt?? read on to find out...</P> <P>Yesterday was sort of my last day at sentosa.. What do i mean?? Tmr i am starting work at my new job as a guest relations cum reservations officer over at NTU! It's gonna be really exciting yet nervous as it's going to be something new. Yesterday was sort of a bitter sweet gdbye to my second home for almost 3 years... </P> <P>So much has happened over the years tht i worked with beach patrol.. some good and some bad.. but what doesn kill me just makes me stronger. </P> <P>Will update more on my new job soon but in the mean time...</P> <P>I go for now... butterflies in my tummy...</P> http://morbiusjeremy.multiply.com/journal/item/213/Captins_Log_10th_Spet Mon, 10 Sep 2007 14:57:59 -0000 It was the highest work in a recent remake movie.Use music 蒼き炎(Yoko http://morbiusjeremy.multiply.com/video/item/9 Fri, 24 Aug 2007 18:05:15 -0000 Story type edit about Rider 1 and 2 through their differences to the very end.Music by Avenged SevenFold: "Bat Country"Music by Prodigy: "Smack My Bitch Up"Visit www.henshinjustice.com !Special Thanks to http://morbiusjeremy.multiply.com/video/item/8/Story_of_Two_Riders_MV Fri, 24 Aug 2007 17:58:16 -0000 scene when Ichigo & Nigo at the Shocker http://morbiusjeremy.multiply.com/video/item/7/Ichigo_Nigo_Fighting_Pose Fri, 24 Aug 2007 17:54:10 -0000 Fukami Gou transforms into GekiViolet in episode 25 jyuken sentai gekiranger owned by http://morbiusjeremy.multiply.com/video/item/6/GekiViolet_debut Fri, 24 Aug 2007 17:26:50 -0000 A tribute to Ryuutaros as he's a perfect dancer and den-o gunner. 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Feel your life being sucked out of u as u slowly stop believing in love and darkness begins to engulf you and when it's time.. you are alone.. tht's when the dish is http://morbiusjeremy.multiply.com/recipes/item/4/Heartache_on_the_grill Tue, 31 Jul 2007 14:57:34 -0000 It's funny that i should be this card becoz it's exactly how i feel abt myself right now.. I guess it's fated tht i was dealt this card..but it's sad tht somethings i cannot just talk my way out of or thru it.. <BR> <P align=center><IMG src="http://www.flarn.com/~warlock/tarot/fantastical/1.jpg"></P> <H2 align=center><FONT face=Verdana><B>You are The Magician</B></FONT></H2> <P align=center><FONT face=Verdana>Skill, wisdom, adaptation. Craft, cunning, depending on dignity.</FONT></P> <P align=center><FONT face=Verdana>Eloquent and charismatic&nbsp;both verbally and in writing, you are clever, witty, inventive and persuasive.</FONT></P> <P align=center><FONT face=Verdana>The Magician is the male power of creation, creation by willpower and desire. In that ancient sense, it is the ability to make things so just by speaking them aloud. Reflecting this is the fact that the Magician is represented by Mercury. He represents the gift of tongues, a smooth talker, a salesman. Also clever with the slight of hand and a medicine man - either a real doctor or someone trying to sell you snake oil.</FONT></P> <P align=center><FONT face=Verdana size=2><B>What Tarot Card are You?</B><BR><A href="http://www.flarn.com/~warlock/tarot">Take the Test to Find Out.</A></FONT></P> http://morbiusjeremy.multiply.com/journal/item/211/Captains_Log_Special_31st_July Tue, 31 Jul 2007 14:33:29 -0000 <P>And here we are again at the beginning of a new month... My theme for tonite is... BEING APPRECIATIVE....</P> <P>Do you sometimes go out of yr way to help someone or do something for somebody and instead get scolded or even worse get treated like crap in the end?? A few weeks ago i was workin at sentosa and i noticed a small fire going on at the southernmost point. I went over to investigate and instead got a complaint by a guest that there was nobody at my point. My point WAS covered by another tower but the stupid guest just didn't realise it... after i explained everything to my boss, all my colleagues were like " u la kay poh for wat?? not yr point ma" stuff like tht.. i got comments like that from so many ppl...</P> <P>A few months ago, a dog went missing at sentosa and i tried my best to find it.. called up my trainer for advice, tried to look for it everytime i was on duty at tanjong and even tried to catch it one day after work.. in the end the owner came down and caught it on his own.. i'm ... http://morbiusjeremy.multiply.com/journal/item/210/Captains_Log_2nd_July Mon, 2 Jul 2007 16:18:32 -0000 <P>I had a crappy day today.... was really down abt something... i jus feel that sometimes i wish i could be more understanding or something to others... </P> <P>I look back on all the past girls tht i have dated or were with and i realised one thing... i dun think any of them respected me for who i am... all of them wanted to change me one way or another... i mean why is it tht girls always wan to change guys and as for us guys.. all we wan is for them to just not nag at us...</P> <P>When god created man n woman did he put this 2 ideas into our heads so tht he could get a kick out of watching us drive one another crazy?? Yest i was workin at tanjong again and eng was telling me how nice amanda ( daryl's gf ) is. Yeah i agreed with him, daryl is one lucky guy, in fact most of my colleagues are lucky.. they have gfs who treat them well n respect them for who they are.. i think the only one who doesn do tht with her bf is the one who would cause a python to choke n die if it tried to swallow her coz it's... http://morbiusjeremy.multiply.com/journal/item/209/Captains_Log_21st_May Mon, 21 May 2007 16:50:29 -0000 Bar Magic with Cyril and a deck of http://morbiusjeremy.multiply.com/video/item/1/Bar_Magic_-_Cyril_And_Cards Fri, 18 May 2007 15:07:22 -0000 <P><A href="http://morbiusjeremy.multiply.com/photos/hi-res/upload/Rk2@NAoKCrsAACP1IQM1"><IMG class=alignleft src="http://images.morbiusjeremy.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/Rk2@NAoKCrsAACP1IQM1/P1010477.JPG?et=kBm4wqIOMlOSfTsUZJU9HQ" border=0></A>Wah today truly was a nice n fun day. Went allllllll the freaking way down to simei ( the only part of the day tht was not fun was this damn long ride..) to meet my trainer Jacq and her new puppy SUNBEAR!!! </P> <P>Sunbear is so damn cute la! He's a mongrel but looks like a retriever puppy and he damn manja one.. hahaha stick to me like glue siah... he's like everyone's fav at pet safari. The whole shop knows and loves him hahaha but he's really greedy. Bought him some treats and he finished everything in one go. Nv save any for his jie jies at home hahaha. I also got to meet Shandy and ICI who are Jacq's other dogs. Shandy was kinda feirce though while ICI was really timid. It's ironic how 2 dogs with diff characteristics can live in harmony in the same house.. hahaha</P> <P>Later on Jacq thought me how to play World of Warcraft the card game. There are many reasons why i nv got interested in playing card games like Magic the Gathering, Pokemon, yu gi oh and WOW, the main reason for not wanting t... http://morbiusjeremy.multiply.com/journal/item/208/Captains_Log_18th_May Fri, 18 May 2007 14:55:35 -0000 <P>It's been so many months since my last entry in here... really didn't have the time, the mood and the energy to blog la.. OK I WAS LAZY!! SO SUE ME ALREADY.... SHEESH...</P> <P>Anyway i started blogging again becoz someone special to me wans stuff to read on my blog so here it is. By the way if u r reading this, i miss u ;)</P> <P>Lots have been happening so far since my last post... I'm now a contract staff with beach patrol for those of u who do not know. I'll finish my contract by aug and then i'll see if they wanna offer me full time or not.. In the meantime though, i'm still hunting for some other job outside but damn it's hard to get a decent job these days....</P> <P>Stitch has passed his K9 good citizen training with much luck.. it's a miracle he managed to pass it with all the nonsense tht he put me thru... he's still a pain when it comes to barking though.... "GROAN".....</P> <P>Magic magic magic... no i'm not toking abt those stupid magic cards tht u see kids sitting at mrt stations n blocking ever... http://morbiusjeremy.multiply.com/journal/item/207/Captains_Log_17th_May Thu, 17 May 2007 15:39:40 -0000